It been a week im working in Public Sector. The result is last Friday, i cried all night long...hehehehe..emo btul aku.
Byk factors yg menyebabkan aku nangis...but its my mistake, put high expectation on it. Being me worked in MNC company about 6 months, i can felt the different on it- working with locals and foreigners.
But whatever it is, actually it is to early for me to make the assumption. Maybe this is 'NEW' environment to me. Give me a time. I hope i can cope with this 'WORLD'. Insyallah.
Owh..before this i just got 2 subject to teach but now i got 1 more additional subject which is Pembangunan Diri. Tu pun lucky i checked my schedule in the website..tgk2 ada additional subject which x ada sapa pun inform me. My challege is looking the lecturer before this or 'Ketua Program' to get the syllibus and notes. Untunglah kalu ada notes, if not u have to make a research n prepare ur own.
Plus this Wednesday dah jadi 'project manager' for ICT Training. This is my fav actually. I hope that is small matter for me.
What make im pressure is everybody keep pushing me to 'pindah' ke rumah yg nearby with my office which currently like i said hati nih masih 'berat'. Im gonna miss my edible garden coz dah rasa mcm dah ada kat 'comfort zone' gitew. Owh...actually byk perkara actually i gonna missed. But dah 3 weekends gi Banting looking for rent house. But still x jumpa yg berkenan dihati but we managed to find school for Hani & Ichlas. But it is not Q-dees. Kalu ada rumah pun yg jauh ke dalam. Berkenan kat satu kawasan coz nearby with Tesco which is Taman Sungai Emas but x ada pun iklan nak sewakan ruman even byk umah yg kosong. Uhuksss.. So sapa2 org Banting , kalu ada info umah sewa let me know k.
P/s: Thanks to Nina being good listener dgr mak nenek nih berleter n also my Hubby, my sis n my parent yg dah cuak dgr aku nangis...