Bukan rezeki kami.

Salam. Baru semlm update kat blog pasal rezeki. Ada cerita ada rezeki yg x leh reveal lagik. Salah satunya rezeki anak.

The story started before mr hubby gi outstation 2 weeks tuh. Time tuh emooo sgt. Then time mr hubby away 2 weeks tuh terperasan eh awat period aku x mai lagik. Since my period x ada problem sblm nih so boleh pulak c catit date last period but dah perasan eh cm lama ja x period. But ignore la jap coz during 2 weeks bz with officeworks n kids. Then lps hubby balik on tuesday lupa lak nak discuss ngan hubby. Happy sgt coz hunby balik but dah habaq awai2 kat mr hubby nak cuti rehat sebulan. Then on friday keluar brown spot. I tot nak dtg period la kan. Plus x ada lak face morning sickness as previous 3 pregnancies sblm nih. Then on saturday still keluar brown stain with a lil bit mucus. Then trus grab the pregnancy test brand clearblue. Its the balance test kit time test pregnant hana dulu. Both me n hubby dok dlm toilet n buat test. Its POSITIVE. Hubby give a big hugs. Then dah start nervous coz teringat brown stain. Isnin g office mcm biasa n selasa ptg trus gi jumpa my gynae since the stain ada lagik n byk sikit. The the scan n nampak karung n the gynae estimated around 6 weeks. Prescribed with acid folic n hormone pills n need to stop bfeed hana immediately n get mc for 3 days to bed rest.

Luckly hana minum ebm. Stock ebm is enough for her around 1 month without directfeed. Cuma mlm ada la dia nyot nyot tuk lepas gian but x lama.

Then yesterday ptg dok tgh bedrest sambil berwhatapps gosip with nana n tet, tetiba feel ada benda seketul keluar. Go to the toilet n saw kat pad ada darah ketul besaq ibu jari kaki. Padahal sblm nih just ada a lil bit spot. Berdiri n darah keluar lagi n trus terduduk panik atas toilet bowl. Call mr hubby n he asked to go the nearby clinic sementara dia balik. Pi nearby clinic but diaorg suruh g direct hosp. Call my gynae n dia trus suruh gi hosp. Grab some pads, panties, seluar n kain batik n trus zass g hosp. Go direct to dr siti n she do the scan. Kantung still ada but most probably dia cakap sign to miscarriage. So she admit me to monitor coz dia cakap dia x leh simply cuci. Mcm x baik. The sementara tunggu nak dpt bilik bleeding lagik byk sampai lencun seluar. Ambik kain batik to cover. Sampai bilik g washroom to change darah keluar n berketul lagik. Mr hubby saw it. Time tuh rasa mcm tanda contraction pun ada. Rasa mcm nak meneran berak. Dr siti came n trus tgk pad n trus check bukaan. Rupanya ada bukaan n mmg she decide jom trus pi OT tuk cuci. Pi OT, dia citer sikit pasai d&c procedure, pakar bius datang trus mak blank. Jaga dah kat luar OT for monitoring. Blurrr n dizzy sikit. Then dah stabil diaorg hantar gi bilik. Kepala pening trus tido.

Tu lah citernya... Tuh yg x mo reveal awal coz doc dah ckp. So ditakdirkan x ada rezeki. Mungkin Allah SWT ada aturan yg lebih baik utk kami. Tunggu mummy di syurga yer baby.

Mode sedih gynae bagi dlm bekas janin tuk ditanamkan.

Alfatihah